Deeper Work, Deeper Understanding

Every answer spawns three more questions.

I don't really understand the path I have been guided to. I'm not so sure understanding it is really the point, though. I do see new things as I follow the path. And I see old things in new ways. I had doubts about the path...or maybe I just thought I did. Maybe I simply had confusion. I could admit my doubts were wrong, but I can't label things so simply. Knowing it is confusion now makes it harder for me to see what it was then.

My confusion comes from not being able to see the whole thing. Even as that confusion surrounds me, I see the light that illuminates my steps and feel the key in my hand. My understanding of You is so little, even as it grows. I am certainly thankful for how my understanding grows. Maybe I'm also thankful for how small it is. For how there will always be more Mysteries, more discoveries, more revelations, more growth, more joy. For how there is always that reminder that it's all so much more than it looks like.

I thank You for the work You have trusted me with, Mother. I don't always understand how the work serves You, and it is not always necessary for me to know. I thank You for allowing me to serve You.