Khaire Hekate Enodia

Khaire Hekate Enodia, Queen of the liminal point where three paths meet!

There has been so much stress and despair lately, Mother. It's leading to pain and feeling emotionally abandoned. I feel things swirling out of my grasp. I know "control" is an illusion. Stability is...well, it's not as stable as it seems. On an even larger scale, it shifts back into being stable again. It's complicated. I know this, Mother, and I am thankful for Your guidance.

This evening, I walked the road You've put me next to. I called to You at the crossroads. I gave praise to You as I walked. I paid attention when it was called for. I felt at home in a way I haven't felt for a long time. Thank You, Mother! I give thanks for that touch of Your hand guiding me and welcoming me! I give thanks for that awarenes of the blessing of Your presence!

Glorious Hekate! Daughter of Destruction, born of the Stars! And, of course, I am also a child of destruction, born of the stars. It is true of this whole universe. We all came from the stars, and that happened because of their destruction. I was very aware of that as I prayed while walking that road that draws bigger boundaries than most people might recognize. Still, I know I only got a whisper of an echo of the Mysteries. Barely enough to even be aware they exist. Those moments of enlightenment seem so big to me, yet I know they really aren't because the Mysteries are... Mysteries. Not necessarily "bigger", but something I don't have accurate words for. Ineffable.

Mother, I thank You for even that tiny hint of a small taste. I thank You for guiding me to reach outside of whatever it is that passes for a "comfort zone" for me. There's a twisted comfort to the expectable lack of a comfort zone. I hear that whisper, though, that my true comfort zone may be just outside of that.

I thank You for walking with me, Glorious Hekate!