A Liminal Time

So often, I don't feel it is a liminal time when that's what it is assigned to be. New moons, new year...it just doesn't happen for me. While I love the dark moon and find it to be a great symbol of that liminal point, I'm much more likely to feel it at the quarter moons. And I feel it tonight, at the time of a change of the clock that was created by humans and no longer has any real value for our society.

I can feel that it's not really winter anymore, but not quite spring yet. I don't go by the calender for these things. I guess it comes from growing up and living so much of my life so far in a region where the calendar didn't match with how the seasons were shifting. We had to go with what we felt in the air instead of what we read printed on paper.

And so much is shifting now! Since formally embracing my role in my relationship with You, I have been visited by and have made visits to Others. I think I understand better now why I have been guided to work with Others. How You appear to me as Einalia has so much meaning, and there is a bittersweetness in the healing that is happening. And now the bones call me back.

I don't know what's happening. I do and do not feel like I know what I'm doing. I know that You guide me.