Strange Gratitude

It isn't easy to be thankful when I'm wrong. I put my trust in someone I shouldn't have, and I never questioned it. Three times, I could not perform the ritual to protect them from the accusations. I believe the accusations were wrong. It's not that simple.

Three times, I thought I was failing. But no... I have developed relationships with entities who will stop me from making a mistake and protecting the wrong person from the wrong thing. And that is what I am grateful for. I give thanks to You, Mother! Even if it wasn't You who stopped me - and I did not recognize Your presence, else I would not have doubted myself - it is You who guides me in building these relationships. And I give thanks to whomever stopped me! I give thanks just for even having these relationships!

I wish I had not been wrong. I am thankful that I am the kind of person who is worth this intervention.

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