The World Hurts

Mother Hekate, Soul of the World... Well, it seems kind of ridiculous to tell You how the world is hurting after I've just addressed You that way. That's all I really know how to say, though. The world is hurting. 

I can't even say the people in power are the only ones not afraid. They must be. When you get power the way they do, it makes sense that you'd always be afraid of what happens if you can't hold onto it. They must care about that even if they don't care about anything else. 

Why can't people understand how very tiny this planet is in the scope of the universe? If they would look at it that way, I hope they would understand all humans are family. All life on Earth is family. Actually, I guess when things really get into what it's all made of, how it all develops...Earth is a very small part of the universe family. Every life is a relative. But we just keep turning on each other, tormenting and abusing each other... We're all in pain. We're all terrified. But we don't all lift each other up and love.

It doesn't have to be this way! I hate it when people say, "That's just how life is." No! We make it that way, and we could make it a different way! Mother, I'm so tired of the pain and the fear...mine and everyone else's. I don't know what to do. It seems like all I can do is pray. And I want to beg for Your help! But even as much as I have trouble with the idea of expecting Immortal Ones will intervene, I do think You would do something about all the pain because it's Your pain, too. Most Immortal Ones, I expect there are reasons for their limits. You, though... I don't know enough to feel confident saying You have no limits, but I at least believe You have fewer limits than most. It scares me that I don't know what would stop You. It scares me to think there could be some reason this is not to be interfered with.

Or is that not true? There's so much that I don't know. And part of me wonders if this is related to why things have been changed for me recently, while another part of me warns that I might just be creating a connection because it's all so overwhelming without thise connections.

I feel powerless. I am hurting. I am terrified. And I just have to keep going each day. Please help, Mother. Guide and protect me always on my journey.