Still Confused

Mother Hekate, I am still confused about what is happening. I don't know if I'm doing things the right way. I don't know where the boundaries are. I remind myself when I worry about it that I may not see the path, but I do trust You to guide me. 

The idea of getting a different view of the water has led me to some interesting research. I'm learning things about the Mediterranean Sea that fit with other ideas in ways that make sense. Trying to research some of those ideas hasn't led me to more information yet, and that includes not finding anything that counters or disproves those ideas. Some of this is so ancient that I know I may have to accept there being no documentation to support or counter these ideas.

What I worry about most is not knowing where the boundaries are when it comes to serving You versus serving other Immortal Ones. Boundaries were shown to me with Hermes. That seems funny when I think about it, but also teaches a lesson. He is often talked about simply as crossing boundaries. Who better to show which ones are to be crossed and which ones must be respected? 

But I don't see boundaries this time. You have been very quiet about my asking if this virtual temple should be opened to include other Immortal Ones, and I have accepted that as meaning this is to be only Your temple. Other than that... I don't know how to recognize if I am doing more in adoration of Sobek than You. I have even asked myself if it's possible that I'm right when I say the Lake Monster is how I refer to all Water. I mean, if it's possible that adoration of any aspect of the Water is adoration of all aspects. Do I worship Einalia when I worship Sobek? Is that why You have led me to him? It's very difficult for me to find information about Einalia that isn't modern attempts to fill in information gaps, and that is very limiting at times.

I am thankful for this, Mother. I am thankful for the knowledge and experience, and for the opportunities for developing these relationships. And I feel I am finding something with Sobek that has been incomplete for as long as I can remember. I just don't want to make any mistakes about not giving enough to You. You are the only one I am personally formally dedicated to, and that means You are First. I don't always understand what the expectations of that are, but I am always ready to learn.