My Concerns
Did I fail him? Am I failing You? Do I give too much attention to Hermes? Am I not understanding You as Einalia? Are You, as Einalia, not the same being as the Water being I understand ? Am I doing the wrong work, and will it cause me to fail my family? Have I failed my familiar? Have I simply imagined Hermes? Am I failing all around? Why am I so worried if I've seen no warnings? Am I missing the warnings? I said I would show vulnerability. Sometimes it shows up like this. And I want to erase it all. I tell myself this is all useless fear and there's no reason to bring it into prayer. But then I wouldn't be keeping my promise.