Fear, Change, and UPG
Glorious Mother Hekate, I come to You again with my vulnerability, as I have committed myself to sharing all that I am... even when I would prefer not to. Other humans have trained it into me to hide those parts of myself. Untraining that is hard work. I am willing to do it. You know what the current situation is in my house, and You know why there always seems to be a "current situation". I think part of why I don't like asking Immortal Ones to intervene is just that - I can't promise things will be avoided next time. Most of these things are definitely avoidable. I just don't have the authority to do it. I feel like other people will keep putting me in the position of needing to ask for help again and again, and it just doesn't feel right. And I don't want to come across as selfish. So I hope, but I don't ask. I can't take much more of this, though, Mother. I have fear about what will happen in the cold months. I have fear about relationships be...